One Chance To Speak

I need a vacation… Or a boyfriend.

So it has been a long couple of week. Been through the whole emotional range wih and with out alcohol to boot.

With amendment one, a lack of support from parents while they are also over bearing . Dealing with the rest of my extended family. Still trying to find my path in his world. Arguments/misunderstandings with Friends. Dog sitting a dog that hates me. Getting really drunk for the first time, being hit on by someone in a strange relationship with another guy. Getting a rain check from my crush and then getting to hang out with him. But still not knowing how he feels about me and if we will ever be more than friends. Meeting new people hanging with old friends and just not getting any sleep. Way can’t I figure out what I want and find someone who isn’t in a strange relationship.

Note: If you would like to fill the position of significant other, please fill free to put in an application. Girls need not apply, sorry ladies I’m gay.